“Praise the Lord! For it is good to sing praises to our God; for it is pleasant, and praise is beautiful. The Lord builds up Jerusalem; He gathers together the outcasts of Israel. He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. He counts the number of the stars; He calls them all by name. Great is our Lord, and mighty in power; His understanding is infinite. The Lord lifts up the humble; He casts the wicked down to the ground. Sing to the Lord with thanksgiving; Sing praises on the harp to our God, who covers the heavens with clouds, who prepares rain for the earth, who makes grass to grow on the mountains. He gives to the beast its food, and to the young ravens that cry. He does not delight in the strength of the horse; He takes no pleasure in the legs of a man.
The Lord takes pleasure in those who fear Him,
in those who hope in His mercy.”
Psalms 147:1-11
I’ve come around the mountain again; another layer of the onion is being peeled. I’ve been told that if you are going through the same thing this year that you were going through the year before, then there is a problem and that is probably very correct. But, in this case, it’s just getting at something that’s been buried for a long time and it takes time to heal after each layer has been removed. I’ve discovered that things I thought were long resolved have only been lying dormant or scabbed over until the Lord could prepare me for the next round of spiritual surgery and antibiotics. We all have to go through trials and struggles of the heart as long as we are a part of this dying world. Sometimes it’s the testing of our faith or trust, "Regard it all as joy, my brothers, when you face various kinds of temptations; for you know that the testing of your trust produces perseverance. But let perseverance do its complete work; so that you may be complete and whole, lacking in nothing." James 1:2-4. Sometimes it’s just the wickedness of our hearts and the consequences of sin, "Righteousness protects him whose way is honest, but wickedness brings down the sinner." Proverbs 13:6. And sometimes it’s the weakness of others who have not yet yielded their own flesh to the Lord "And one will say to him, 'What are these wounds between your arms?' Then he will answer, 'Those with which I was wounded in the house of my friends." Zechariah 13:6. Regardless of the situation, the Lord has knowledge of them all and nothing is too difficult for Him. The test for me, and possibly many of you, will be letting the Lord remove the infection while not yielding to the temptation to cover my wounds to protect them; even from Him. My very human response to pain is typical, I’m sure; a reaction to the foreknowledge that most cures can be as equally painful, if not more so, as the illness. This test is a one I’ve been through before. The Lord brought me through the first one and He will bring me through this one for He is faithful and just and will finish the good work He has begun. Though it feels bad, it is good because the Lord is with me. Everything the adversary means for evil the Lord will use for good, His and mine. He will get the glory and I will be free. So if you find yourself with another layer of the same onion being peeled off and wonder why you must endure this again, remember this: the Lord says, “See, I have inscribed you on the palms of My hands; Your walls are continually before Me.” Isaiah 49:16 Do you think that anything, anyone or any situation can remove you from His hand if He has tattooed you there, I think not. I am secure in the knowledge that I am His and He is mine and nothing shall remove me from the Love of God which is in Christ Jesus.